i gotta stop smoking drugs.


album is good.  farewell

if i was high, i wouldn't have to feel like this. 

Can't wait till recovery comes out next week,
i'm gonna buy it on iTunes and everything. 
yes i fucking pay for songs. espeshly eminem songs. 

Roadrunner United - Army of the Sun (Lyrics)

i lied, this is my new song. its mad as shit and i know all the words.

- just sayn haha

new song.

LizzieBro@live.com

 o.k. i caved. 

so waht, sometimes the woman have to step up and 

do what the man should have done the whole time- 

that is what woman are for. 

(and making sandwiches but heyy) 

it not like we are just become "BIFFLES" again and read my diarys and whatnot.  he prob wouldn't even want to read them now.  it mostly be bitching. 

I'M TRYING TO PROVE A POINT.

THAT IS WHY I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YOU, 

I'M WAITING FOR YOU TO TALK TO ME. 

me and gee in the STONE AGE

Sometimes i wonder if i even miss you, it seems so long ago your all i could think about.

But now? I don't know, i mean, we used to talk everyday, I skipped school for you, 

i told you straight up to stop  telling me about the girl you liked because it hurt cause i couldn't have you. 

The last time i saw/talked to you was at my party, and I've heard nothing since.

 I've tried communicating but got no reply. Its been 3 months.... 

HOW THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPEN?! 

I'm going to try texting you  one   last   time.

If i don't get a reply if i ever see you again i will treat you like a cunt. 

cause thats what i do. 

mum just dissed me, and told me my top was too low. Normally i would tell her to piss off, but i felt like i just wanted to burst into tears- it took me sooo long to choose this outfit because everything seemed to make me look really fat and ugly.

that was pretty must the most honest thing i've written on here. 

In the most shittist mood right now.

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Brahm's 17th

why do people keep asking me if i have a boyfriend?i'm perfectly happy by myself right now, and the less drama the better.

now shut it.

why do you smoke?

cause i'm stupidly addicted, its a bullshit answer but it the truth.

Ask me anything

you're actually so fucking amazing, i want you to be mine.

there is no denying it,

may 4th- the worst day of my life. 

i'm in such a screwed up state of mind right now,  this is because.

i want to die. 

The nub&jist is that shit is all sorted out and LIZ+TJ = ALGEE 

This did mean we hung out everyday since then so, i'm sorry to all the people i should have met up with in the holidays. Words just can't explain how much i missed just hanging out with him and how awesome TJ really is.

Looking forward to seeing everyone at school tomorrow :) 

P.S. 
TJ's 18th was eventful- to say the least, 
but it was helpful. I really know how i feel about someone. 

last night i met up with sarah, and we walked to this random park

 with lots of rose bushes in it and this one tree that was lit up by 

bright lights. it was the only one lit up like that. so we climbed it.

i saw tj and dana walk past. panicked, but didn't say anything. 

us three have seriously got to get over this,

 its getting really stupid now. 

this isn't suggestive at all trace,

naaaaaaa