in my pants 

lets be friends?

mate. do me a solid,

AND NEVER EVEN BOTHER TO TALK TO ME AGAIN.

CAUSE I'LL NEVER REPLY.

OH HOW FUCKING IRRONIC

is it that i would do anything to be where i was in the last post.

I FUCKING HATE YOU!

you fat, butch,son of a bitch.

go rot in fucking hell,

you think you can runin my friendships and then just be all two faced about it and pretend nothing even happend?

FUCK. THE. HELL. OFF.

i really like where we are right now,

no fighting,

no drama,

no nothing.

just this.

i may as well be over the moon cause this- 

is as good as its ever gonna get. 

if you even dare to turn up tomorrow, 

your a fucking dead-man.

i don't think you know how many people at that party

 actually fucking hate you. 

this is what i do,

every fucking time.

i sit here and play

On The Cross by The Used.

over,

and

over,

and

over....

i can't help you fix yourself, but at least i can say i tried,

i'm sorry

 but i gotta move on with my own life.

my weekend was eventful?

well i drank to much and i ended up lying on brahm's sofa

with all the objects in his room swimming around me,

telling me i must text someone called james.

i did of corse

lol

^___^

wow, hallo!

your pretty ;D

.

she can't see the way your eyes

light up when you smile

♥

#

curtis :( 

why did you have to leave?

idc your still the man ;D

ily ex oh

^^

saw this lady, 

she looked like the adult version of diana*.

HA HA HA HA HA 

ew.

note: * name has been changed.

$

today in hospitality Brahm wasn't there,

so i had to be in a group with this guy Ryan who i swear wanted to kill me. 

 after school Brahm informed me that in his own words Ryan had described me as a "good cunt".

boys, 

seriously. 

*

I FUCKING HATE YOU JORDON WILLIAM GERRATY, 

YOU SELFISH SON-OF-A-BITCH 

ROT IN A FUCKING HOLE. 

1337

oh i miss you. 

so fucking much

@

ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!

 fuck the hell off before i really get mad. 

!

sup, 

its dumb how much i don't think you care. 

nigger nuts.

ohh well,
i've spent like $50 on my phone this month -___-
and so much as i try i'm still knee deep in drama. fml seriously.
school is going bad, and i was told last night to seriously make a decision weather to go back to school next year or quit and get a job.
i have no fucking idea what to do :S

so i won't think about it.

theres a rave tomorrow and i still have half a box of 8% codys so i should be at the very least sober.

lates x