if you even dare to turn up tomorrow, 

your a fucking dead-man.

i don't think you know how many people at that party

 actually fucking hate you. 

this is what i do,

every fucking time.

i sit here and play

On The Cross by The Used.

over,

and

over,

and

over....

i can't help you fix yourself, but at least i can say i tried,

i'm sorry

 but i gotta move on with my own life.

my weekend was eventful?

well i drank to much and i ended up lying on brahm's sofa

with all the objects in his room swimming around me,

telling me i must text someone called james.

i did of corse

lol

^___^

wow, hallo!

your pretty ;D

.

she can't see the way your eyes

light up when you smile

♥

#

curtis :( 

why did you have to leave?

idc your still the man ;D

ily ex oh

^^

saw this lady, 

she looked like the adult version of diana*.

HA HA HA HA HA 

ew.

note: * name has been changed.

$

today in hospitality Brahm wasn't there,

so i had to be in a group with this guy Ryan who i swear wanted to kill me. 

 after school Brahm informed me that in his own words Ryan had described me as a "good cunt".

boys, 

seriously. 

*

I FUCKING HATE YOU JORDON WILLIAM GERRATY, 

YOU SELFISH SON-OF-A-BITCH 

ROT IN A FUCKING HOLE. 

1337

oh i miss you. 

so fucking much

@

ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!

 fuck the hell off before i really get mad. 

!

sup, 

its dumb how much i don't think you care. 

nigger nuts.

ohh well,
i've spent like $50 on my phone this month -___-
and so much as i try i'm still knee deep in drama. fml seriously.
school is going bad, and i was told last night to seriously make a decision weather to go back to school next year or quit and get a job.
i have no fucking idea what to do :S

so i won't think about it.

theres a rave tomorrow and i still have half a box of 8% codys so i should be at the very least sober.

lates x

oh real?

bruno is cheering me up :)

so,

the only thing going for me right now is my new streccchhyy jeans, and the bottle of rasberry smirnoff my mama brought me.

otherwize, ho hum.

oh party last night. it was pretty good aye, apart from almost being kicked out for smoking (??) (outside!) ahha and a few personal issues,

it was great cause i wasn't sober.

i do have more to say but, i'm not in the mood.

missingalot.

liz

hoi hoi hoi.

this my friend dante, hes amazing. :D

so hi,

another rocky friendship clash. dam.

and another tricky guy.

ohhh life is pain!

and no food intrests me anymore. :(

no more apples.

i'm acting really immature right now.

its fun.

ugh.

my mood swings are so short it's actually really weird.

my throught hurts so bad.

and i keep coughing.

owwww.

i reeeeeeaaalllyyyy like this guy.

please?

bye. x

:D

ohhhh, baby.

hahaha,

well hi, uhmm, well me and mum went to a jewellery showcase opening,

oh it was good, it was these three woman who all make different types of things,

i'm not sure who makes them but what i liked the most were these tiny, tiny little jars with hedchog (?) teeth in them. i just loved them!!

never seen anything like it! ha i love going to those things cause its full of people in their twenties who dress like there from the 1950s,60s and 70s all at the same time.

its so amazing.

aadn i just got invited to a fucking aawsome gig and i have plans........

god life sucks.

ahahahaha

eh well. i got a cocktail party tomorrow which should be randy. :D

fuck my sister should be home soon with all her friends so

lates.

yeahhshshhshsh.

dear lone blog.

i'm turning a new green leaf and focusing on others and walking alot.

so now i will fill my head and yours with pretty things i despretly want.

pink sidekick.

bye.,

y.

lifes pretty shit atm.

bye